I provoked someone

I didnt know how i enraged my friend,
It was an issue of trust and friendship.
It didnt go well.

At first,
I trusted him with all my heart.
As time goes by,
the trust that i have for him,
went astray.
In return for my friendship and trust
He accused me.
It wasnt long that he somehow betrayed me,
Well...it was imminent.
He did not completely betray me,
He exposed a crack in me,
to someone else.
A small crack in a glass,
will eventually break it completely.

People's mind are unpredictable,
He reveals one small crack,
Who knows how it will end up.

Accusation continued,
Suspicion between two of us.
It was his final straw,
He had enough.
I think i might have ravaged something,
in him.
I provoked him.
I dont know what to say,
Should i be the one who should be mad,
Or him?
It was clearly him who made the 1st move,
He took action instead of discussion.

After he left,
i felt empty.
My thoughts went blank,
Completely.
It doesnt seem it happened.
All my cares for everything about me

And him,
disappears.

In every story ,
Whenever death comes around,
An angel will descend at some point.
It is as though they are burdened to deliver bad news.
Something as graceful as an angel,
Was burdened to take a soul,
Leaving the soul's companions,
with grieving mourns.

Maybe im the same,
Im burdened with my secrets,
Whenever they leak,
My companions shall carry one of my burden.
In the end,
They'll end up in fury and sadness.

*Hey, sorry man ...
i dont know if i should be the one apologising,
but....i dont know...i dont care about it anymore
Well....for now i guess...
Maybe my patience's limits are beyond yours,
And you have reached it,
but i have yet,
Even though u keep pissing and annoying me,
for so long......it did not come close to my limit.....
Truce?