Blind Affections

I looked at the mirror of myself,
Somehow something urge me to just break it.
i just turned away,
I felt the face that i behold is inferior to others...
I wont continue to express how i feel furthermore,
Since its pointless.

Anyway, today,
heard some stories of a friend getting back together
with someone he likes.
Sometimes,
I just dont understand how they feel,
Have they ever considered their relationships lasting?
Or is it just a short term of love between teenagers?
It may just seems to be a blind affection to me,
But to him,
Its not.

I know he is trying to mend the bond,
he no longer have.
His thoughts are no longer clear,
Does this just brings confusions?
In the end,
Will he just break down with emotions in tears?
Wont it be dire?

I know he suffered alot,
The disease he had to withstand.
He once told me,
he was never this emotional and social.
It was the bonds he have with m2x and s32n,
they really changed how he is,
The silent and depressed him.

Maybe it's not wrong,
Life are meaningless without relationships,
They can change one's life,
And life can change one's relationship.

I thought deeply,
contemplated long,
Wondering the answer to this,
Maybe its just something i cant comprehend.