Love?

Almost half of the class went to the talk by a famous teacher today,
The class was boring but a bit fun.
Well.. M2x and Ntf were not in class,
GSH who is close to finding out who i am was not in class too.
I was so relieved.

About 3 or more periods,
the teacher was not in class,
We talked of course.

There was a topic on the girls we liked,
It was a topic among S32n ,Ji2 and me to name a few...
They suddenly asked me whether i ever loved someone.

The answer was obviously no,
Love is a hard word to express,
You cant simply say it to someone.

Whenever you fall in love,
Emotions collides,
You'll get confused,
L.     O.     V.      E,
Lost Over Vast Emotions
You cant really interpret or decide what you really feel...

What about 'liked ' they asked,
Well...like is simpler,
But i still said no,
I never REALLY liked any girls,

Even though beauty may caught my eyes,
A glance it will be .
It doesnt matter,
I can never be liked,
with a subtle exterior of mine.
It may seem that im carefree,
but inside me,
I'm anxious and cared alot

Yet, i can say i liked a few,
I could not express it,
when i liked someone,
I rather hide it,
Conceal it....
Let time guide me through....
Never telling what i feel,
Obviously,  a shadowed dead end it maybe,
Then it will just have to be memories,
Forgotten.....
Never revealed..