Troubled

Something about how i screwed up during my camp

Waiting in the darkness,
My heart filled with coldness.
Depression setting in,
Troubled by my sins.
The remorse i feel,
Is forever sealed.
How i wanted to apologise,
For the honour i demised.
Was i blinded by excitement,
Ignoring the rules that were prominent.
Fears haunts me ,
Shattering the glass in my world.
This is where no humans dare to tread,
A world of fear and anger that will  forever stay undead.
Nothing more but pain,
Will i get exile for my shame?
The judgement i await,
Accepting my fate.